international student edition

so i just don’t even right now i feel like writing my confusion so that other people can see it, but actually only the like three people who know my tumblr and may read this which makes it okay with me.

boys are dumb and they make me -__- so much.

like what makes one girl better than another girl? like im super cute and awesome and witty but apparently not as much as some other people.  like so much for charming people into loving me. im like that girl thats like just another dude. which usually i’m okay with except for the like one time i’m not.

and i was just super awkward and i thought he was pissed at me because i made fun of how he totally likes this girl with nice hair and i decided i would go apologize and walk in on them having like a study date. and it was awkward becuase i had no legitimate reason to be in there and i couldnt think of something false so i kind of chatted and then was like uhbye! aaaaand yeah.

its no fair that people act like they might like you but then they dont and its poop.

its also no fair that i can only get guys when i’m drunk.

also poop.

i could keep on going but i’ll stop. i want to go play the piano or something but i don’t want to go to the random basement by myself they probably turned the lights out :( the weird thing about college is its harder to be alone because you have a dumb roommate.

im really frustrated right now.

the end.

dude you have no idea how fucking crazy i’m going right now

i’ve actually kept my goddamn ap booklet this whole time. i fucking saw it when i cleaned my desk like two days ago. and now i cant find it.

either i was a dumbass and threw it out, or it got put in the trash by accident.

either way, my desk is now a mess because i rampaged around looking for it.

and i still have no ap number, and hence no ap scores.

and i have to wait until the offices open tomorrow morning to call and ask for my number.

and my mom is like, uh why spend 8 dollars to find out, just wait until they come in the mail.

except no. sorry i want them now.

i’m obviously very flustered about this. i’m definitely being ridiculous, but FUCKKKKK

mybiggestregretever:

My biggest regret ever is losing my virginity in a dumpster.  We were drunk and it was a really stupid thing to do.  The dumpster was clean, but I am still disgusted with myself when I think back.

[Female, 18]

roflmao?